im just a very special boy :c

I hang my head and cry,  so scared of being afraid, so lonly, so shy
i can say I've never felt pain before, not like this. im heartbroken.
no thought put in to this.
I dont even know myself anymore, im so fucking free, but i feel trapped by my own mind, my own feelings.
anxiety becomes more and more like depresion.
i just want an illustrated book about girls
about my girl, my love..
hell with it i've done to many dumb things in my life, heyhey, my my. inject some love in my arterys so i can smile,
i cant force somone to love me i know, but can i force myself so i dont

and im not emo, im just a very special boy :c





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